I'm happy just because!
Well, no i'm not. not really.
i'm not sad either. i'm....neutral? gray? ef that sounds sad too, but it's not meant to be.
you know that in-between feeling you get sometimes throughout your life that feels like things are just there? passing by?
like you're waiting, or progressing, or just floating a long some vague unforeseeable timeline where the current is so calm you feel like you're not moving at all, yet you slowly see the sand and rocks and trees pass you way off on the shoreline?
i'm asking too many questions for too many answers that i'm not totally sure even exist. or for that matter, i'm truly seeking.